Once upon a time there was this strange, silly girl from a foreign land. In the eve of her first day in a new country the very foundations of her life are shaken by the sight of this red headed boy with green eyes. This is the book of her life ever after. Letters that were never written. Words that were never said. Regrets and dreams. Love story gone wrong.

And it happened. I felt it. But I had no idea what it was. Suddenly I turned out to be this strange stupid idiot: I lost my speech, I stood there steering. Just standing. Babbling something that was meant to be:”Hay! I’m Anna.” But it did not come out like that. Not like that at all. At that moment, in your living room, I felt so embarrassing. I acted weird and I noticed how dirty I felt myself. What a first impression. It struck me the other day. I was convinced it had to be that I was in love. And You know what: It does not feel wonderful at all. Not at all. I do not feel like dancing in the clouds. It feels awful. I did not ask for it. I did not want it. But I was not asked. And I can not make it go away. Believe me – I have tried All these years I have tried. So I close these letters. And I end this story. All these years all I really wanted to say is that You are the love of my life, Husband of my hart. I fell in love with You the moment I set my eyes on You, I loved You then and I love You now. And I will love You till the day I die. Farewell, my Love Anna

Anna is snappy. Anna is young. Anna was pretty, now its all gone. I am Anna. And this did happen to me. And to my loved ones. None of these people were bad. Nor has there been anything in my life I would regret. This has been a good life. And I have known love. And sorrow. And pain. Times have been tight, but there has been good times too. Life is life. And this has been my life. In spite of everything, it has been a good one and a life worth living. Sincerly Anna